slow down.

Hello.

Nice of you to stumble upon my blog; whether it was through myself, google, or wordpress, it’s always nice to know someone’s reading.

I am a female(if you haven’t figured that out, dumbass). Been living for 18 years & been asking myself the same question everyday: what is your purpose in life?
And you know, I haven’t figured that out yet. I wish I had a strong passion or interest in a specific subject, but I don’t. I am just…living and although it’s nice to not know what tomorrow will be like, I’d like to have some sort of direction in my life.

My name is Judy. I was named after my mom’s English teacher. I’m going to keep adding sentences whenever I think of something new. I like flowers. I like biking. I don’t watch TV as much as I use to. I’m quite cynical. I have few friends and I’d like to keep it that way. I am a bookworm. Foreign and indie movies rock. I drive a ‘cute’ car. I’m not a people person. I hate math. I hate school. I love traveling. I am random. I have my awkward turtle moments. I spend most of my money on food. I like clothes, but not shopping for them. I am addicted to the internet. I have one older sister and three older brothers. I dislike it when people insist on being right. I don’t invest my time in something unless I think it’s worth it. I’m friendly, but I can be quite a bitch. I hate doing all the housework because no one else does it. I can’t swim. Anime and manga have been a big part of my life. I don’t believe in second chances. I’m really indecisive. I hate how I keep writing “I” because I don’t have any other substitute. I enjoy writing in my blog. I have my doubts. I love rollercoasters. I wished I moved when I had the chance. I really like Seattle. I want to go to college somewhere away from home. Urban decay photographs really catch my attention. I have a tendency to make lists when I’m bored. Surprisingly, I remember most people’s birthdays. I listen to music whenever I’m free. I like foreign languages; I took one year of french, four years of spanish, three years of japanese, and I am fluent in vietnamese. I’d like to learn more languages if I have time! I like inside jokes but nowadays those don’t appear too often in my conversations. I miss certain people. Spring is my favorite season. Sometimes opportunities slip away because I hesitate. I am going to take up piano lessons again. I don’t think I know everyone (by name) in my grade. I talk out loud when I’m doing my homework. I have a tendency to mumble. I dislike whiny people. I know when I’m not trying my hardest. I love my parents. Everyone has their secrets. I honestly don’t feel special. I want to learn how to use the sewing machine. Sometimes I can’t hear very well so bare with me. I want to say something, but no one would believe me so I’ll just drop it. I hate it when I sneeze for like a minute. I notice small, unimportant things about people. I am proud of being Vietnamese. I don’t think love at first sight exists but ‘like’ at first sight does. I’m not good at expressing my feelings. I drive alone at night to get away. I worry too much. I need a new pen pal. I’m really lazy. I have glasses but I don’t wear them. I owe my siblings so much money. I hate gas prices! I wonder what people think of me. I think I like home but sometimes I can’t help but get away. I can’t imagine myself a year from now. I don’t have any pets (except for fish) and I wouldn’t even consider getting any. I hate repeating myself. I like sparkling cider. I love the rain. I prefer umbrellas over hoodies and raincoats. I like change; it’s much more interesting.

I’m going to college in the fall and I’m nervous/excited. I don’t know what to expect but no one ever really does.