a cool breeze

A cool breeze rushes through my window and for a moment I’m not suffocated by the heat radiating from my computer.

How many days has it been since I’ve NOT used my computer? I swear, this machine has taken up a lot of my time. Summer is just a couple of days away from ending. I haven’t touched my college essays. I haven’t reviewed any SAT crap. I have been so unproductive. I know I am being irresponsible. Sometimes I feel like all of this doesn’t matter. Like there’s something better out there for me. But in this day and age, who really gets by without a college education?

Working is such a bitch. I have no idea why I chose retail of all jobs because I HATE people. I don’t want to deal with their complaints and their stupid opinions. I have enough of that already and I don’t need more people freaking screaming at me for something I wasn’t even responsible for in the first place. I swear, I need to quit this job. I’ll suck it up and work for a few months just to get experience and then I’m out of the retail business. I don’t need to take shit from people, damn it.

Fade in, fade out. I feel like I’m becoming more and more invisible. You know where I want to run to? Albuquerque, New Mexico. Around October so I can see all the hot air balloons. yeah, maybe I should learn how to fly them and then just set off around the world until I run out of hot air and land in the ocean and die.

I met someone in my viet classes that was learning how to pilot a plane. That is freaking awesome. I also met the singer Linda Chou. I feel real bad about not knowing who she was but I don’t listen to viet music. =[ She was really nice and beautiful!

Man, that Friday was a day full of surprises.