I’m not sure how I’m feeling right now.

The rush of emotions has left me befuddled.

I should have bought those Prada sunglasses. Damn it, I’m going back tomorrow in hopes that it’s still there. AND I’m buying that bag. I don’t care, I will splurge.

I hate hate hate group projects. And working with other people. It’s a team effort, not a one-man show…but now I give up. Too little, too late @#$&)*%.

Now I am packing because I have three days left before I depart to the other side. of the world.

I am scared to leave but at the same time I can’t wait.

The only thing I regret leaving behind is my family, my dad in particular. I’m sorry I’m leaving. I wish I could be there to help with the work. I will also miss Connie, Amanda, Kristina and Soo Min.

I am ready to face these next three days of hell.