would of loved you more.

hellloooo.

I have seventeen more school days left. No, actually, it’s sixteen now.

I guess everyone’s confused as to why I’m leaving early. I’m not taking a vacation, despite what many think. I have to leave early in order to come to Vietnam on time for the death anniversary of my grandfather. In Vietnam it’s something that’s very important and well, omgsh! shouldn’t I be worrying about college? Honestly, I don’t think that college should consume my entire life and I don’t want to spend my childhood worrying about how to play this college game. I honestly wouldn’t mind going to a Cal state. I know so many people dismiss cal states as a last resort, but I’m going to laugh when they can’t get into any UCs or privates. Yes, that’s mean but that’s life. I hate people who think a certain school is inferior to their standards because they’re so disillusioned thinking that they’re so elite. Well, fck that! That’s why I hate going to Whitney. So many people think they’re better than other students in other schools. But really, there’s plenty of smart people out there that can beat and compete with Whitney kids. I wish my peers could just shut up.

Anyways, enough ranting. I got the Death Cab for Cutie’s newest album! Narrow Stairs is such a good album. I especially like “I will possess your heart”, “Cath…”, & “Long division”. Oh, heck, I pretty much love all the songs! The album cover art is pretty nice too =]

I watched a movie called “Bella” today. That was a very nice film. I especially loved the music and it was such a shame a soundtrack didn’t come out! But regardless, I was able to find the song listing =] I thought the movie was beautiful, calm, and contained the simple truths of life. I think Jose, played by Eduardo Verástegui, is so hot!! His eyes are soooooooo pretty.

Anyways, I realize I don’t have much to say. I guess I should end it here.

Good night mundo!