&the clock’s still ticking

Today is the end of STAR testing. The last STAR test I’ll ever take in my lifetime. HAH! Liberated!

School resumes regular schedule.

Life goes on.

I’ve realized that my SAT is this saturday and I have only two days left to study.

fuck fuck fuck.

I am trying, I really am. I’m studying. I want to do well. It’s not like I’m asking to fail. No one ever asks to fail. I think.

So let a miracle happen :]

I have t w e n t y – s e v e n more days of school left :]

I don’t care, I’m not leaving my friends behind. Not like they’d care if I’m gone anyways.

I have the entire summer to figure out something. I vow to come back changed.

& if I don’t… well, something’s wrong with me.

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My mommy’s so funny.

She said I talk to my friends on the phone/internet too much.

But in reality I’ve stopped talking to them long, long ago.

how funny, huh?