calm, cool.

Today was a very nice day. Well, I had a nice couple of days. Soo Min called and well, we went prom dress shopping (for her) and my god it was so hard to find stuff. I hate shopping but at the same time I really like clothes. So I don’t know, perhaps it’s easier for me to do online shopping. Crowded shopping malls and annoying salespeople don’t mix well with me.

Today I went to Little Saigon with my dad. We grocery shopped a bit and then went to eat pho. yuum, I haven’t ate pho in a while…last time was probably when my mom cooked it (which was maybe 3 months ago?). Haha, madness! A vietnamese person not eating pho for such a long time? Anyways, after that we went home and at 11:30am I biked to the bridge to meet Amanda. Our little biking adventure was today :] Apparently I can make it there in 25 minutes. We were suppose to meet at noon but she didn’t come until 12:15 but that’s alright since it didn’t feel like a long time waiting. A lot of the bikers are nice..but I’m not sure what their intentions are. I’m always paranoid around strangers. So yep, biked to Seal Beach and there was a lot of people. We bought smoothies and walked on the pier. Umm, then we decided to build a sandcastle. Unfortunately, Amanda (well, kinda sorta me too) was having a bad hair day so we went to buy a hairband first. THEN! We started building the sandcastle. Attempt #3 finally got us our sandcastle… yeah, the other ones got washed away. We saw track people from Whitney at the beach too. I hate seeing people from school, so yeah..that kind of ruined the moment. But it is okay! I had fun taking pictures and exercising. My god, I have a freaking gut now. I have never been fat in my life and well, I don’t think I’m fat now, but I’m getting hip & stomach chubby! ARGH. Love handles? Chubby tummy? Fat thighs? NOOOOO. I refuse to become gross. I guess this is what happens when you stop taking P.E. Oh, the horror! I’m not gaining pounds, I am still the same weight I was last year but now I’m just rounder. ERGH it’s really pissing me off. And I am such an idiot for not wearing sunblock. I think I’m sunburnt because my skin is red and I’m getting itchy. =[ Lots of aloe vera should relieve the burn… *cries* I hope I don’t start peeling because… I don’t want to look like some reptile!

Yeah, so this spring break is coming to an end. Just two more days and I don’t know, break seems like it’ll end right now. T_T I really do wish that spring break was longer. Or maybe school was not so bad. I’m thinking about college and perhaps I should take a year off, before applying. ‘Cause I don’t know what I’m going to do and I don’t think I’ll know anytime soon. & I don’t want to waste money going to college if I’m not going to do anything. Anh Huy suggested traveling for a year and it’ll be good experience. I think that’s pretty cool…maybe. I don’t want to fall behind though and I want to be surrounded by OLDER people not younger ones. So if I enter college a year later I’ll be surrounded by younger people. Plus, I want a boyfriend that is around two years older than me. Ahhhh, I really want a boyfriend. Or maybe just a boy space friend. I’ve never had a close male friend. I feel so unexperienced with relationships. I realize I don’t do anything because there really isn’t an opportunity. Like, I have no problems with drugs, alcohol, sex, etc. because I wouldn’t know where to start. I bet if I had friends that did that stuff, I’d probably try it too. Not because of peer pressure, but because I’m the type of person that would try things for the hell of it.

Ugh, this sunburn is irritating! I’m going to go back to reading manga. I loveeee manga, it’s so addicting. I don’t care if people love it or hate it, as long as I have access to it! teehee. Good night.