First post in January

…and most likely my last unless I get around to writing more.

So 2008 rolled around and it’s already mid/late January. My birthday is in four days. HAH. I hope turning seventeen means something good will happen. But probably not. I shouldn’t get my hopes up.

I love my wordpress. I like making it pretty, just for me to see. And I guess whoever else comes and visits this site. I should write in my journal but when I do, I start getting frustrated so I stopped.

Gosh, January is a horrible month. There’s so much to worry about regarding school. This is the last week before comps so all the teachers are going crazy with tests and assigning projects and homework. Ugh. Fast forward, por favor.
AHH. My eye really itches right now. =[ I hope it doesn’t get all funky and infected. must resist urge to touch. AHH.

So anyways, forget about that. I’m just spending my days kind of idling, stressing over things rather than getting them done, and moping around the house. I’d really like to stop this behavior. It’s annoying me.

It makes me laugh (inside my head) everytime someone at work is so amazed that I go to Whitney. I don’t know, I’d think they’d like me better if I went elsewhere. I think I’d be a different person; a better one. I think I’d like that me better.

Of all the things I regret in my short-lived life, it’s letting go of most of my friends. I often find myself thinking I’d be okay being alone but sometimes I really miss certain people. I guess I’m just caught up in what I’ve lost rather than what I have now. So sorry dear friends if I’m being a bitch. I know that I’m acting that way and for some stubborn reason I’m not stopping myself. Having some technical difficulties with my life at the moment.

So what have I gotten interested in recently? Making clothes. Yeah… gotta make that sewing machine useful. But anyways, I think I’ll start summer when I have time. Or after AP’s are over. Or someday soon. I can’t put off everything I like just for school :[