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I’ve been volunteering at the hospital for about 8 days and if there’s anything I’ve learned…
I don’t want to be a doctor. It’s not that I don’t enjoy helping others but when I’m at the hospital I feel so depressed. It is a depressing place.

Overall, the experience was unforgettable. I still have 12 hours left but I doubt my opinions will change. I’ve met so many different people and each person has impacted the way I think. I’m pretty glad I took up this volunteering job since it really did open up my eyes. It was tiring though… gosh, it was tiring. I pushed myself to finish as many hours as I could before the two weeks were up.
So onto the people. I guess it’s the same for any job; you meet lots of different people. I found it easier to talk to people that were older than me. Well, all of the patients were older than me but there were other volunteers my age. I feel so self-conscious when I’m around people my age. Am I the only one that feels that way?

The volunteers. Most of them were college kids but there were a few that were still in high school. There were quite a couple of cute guys too ;]
but there was this one guy that really got on my nerves. I swear, I’m so weird… most girls would be all over him. He’s ultra smart for his age, he’s handsome, he’s very outgoing. But to me.. he was too PROUD. The entire time we talked it was mostly about him and his stupid accomplishments. I get that he’s intelligent but I’m not interested in his stories about how people are begging him to join medical programs at USC, etc. It really doesn’t matter to me. Not only that but he thought he was pretty charming or something. We just met and he’s freaking touchy as hell. What the fuck man, get your arms off me -_-
And I was sort of mean, he took the same bus as I did and he told me to wait for him. LOL I didn’t. Gosh, I sound like such a bitch but I volunteered for 10 hours, had a headache, & was tired as hell. There was no way I was going to miss the next bus to wait for him. I secretly wanted some alone time too. His blabbering was annoying.

I wasn’t trying to play hard to get or anything.. I really was interested at first because he seemed like such a cool guy. Love/Hate… this stuff is confusing. This is why I like people that are more relaxed and aren’t caught up in their future.

*sigh* enough of that… I spent the entire day with my brother stripping off the paint of the house. Not even half way done ._. but that’s alright… we’ll get it done, eventually xD

I’m home for the weekend but I don’t think anyone’s available. This is too sad =[ Maybe I should just take the car out and go shopping alone. That’s not such a bad idea but I haven’t seen most of my friends since summer started =[

damn it. I still have summer homework to do! asdfghjkl;